Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Pink Range


a doodle i did awhile back

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Status Effect


Heh well nothing really just more bad news about a job a side job Angel, Carly and me were going to do, but its not that easy
we would have to go to another city for training and we don't have the money for it right now so
that side job was out of the plan. Still trying Apple though but its still slow :S
might open up comissions soon been doodling but slowly might post something later
gifts to some people but i dunno
since i seem to be going out abit more or Angel wants me to go somewhere with him
buddy system never go alone :P
ive been running into many of my old friends from highschool
saw one today at the store he was working there
we didnt talk much but it was nice to see em again though

meh a bunch of things have been getting to me
i beat mother 3 again today and i cryed :P
the love theme always gets me
listening to it right now, it always makes me sit and think... good times i used to have
when i was really happy Try to keep all the good memories i have with me, i noticed i forget them but i dont i noticed i keep my memories in things
a page in a book, a card, a toy, or something more silly
a book a friend gave me when i look at it i remember alot of things about them and what happend during that time even though i still have trouble reading it i still try...

starting to sleep regularly again sorta
some nights i dont sleep well other nights i cant at all
always thinking tooo much
im also trying to do my new years resolution
its silly but i want to do it for myself
what it is you might ask? :P
WELLLLL
im not tellin
if i tell it wont come true XD

Friday, January 2, 2009

Etched in stone

been awhile
well i didnt get the job cause well
i dunno
i sent in alot of emails but never got a response back
but what i hear from Carly and Angel, Apple has been going very slow and always sending people home so i might have to look somewhere else
but ill keep trying to get a job there , would be more helpful for me and everyone else
CARPOOL
but meh i wont give up
ive been keeping myself busy doin things around the house and looking at old art books and sketch books i have and studying some coloring styles theres a good one i want to try out but
cant draw in here
my computer moved to the living room for the time being so trying to draw something then
from behind me in yells
"EWW ARE YOU DRAWING PORN AGAIN YOGI D: <"
its never safe with roommates around ._.

the new year was pretty boring
well roommates keept saying we should do something so i finally caved in
i wanted to stay home and catch up on somethings but ended up going to a friends "super amazing new years party" was really boring and no one talking except me making some witty remarks about the host making my drinks for me, she always does!
we ended up watchign Goldmember
jesus XD
cause Angel has never seen it, even though i have it at the house
but after it hit 12 o'clock we said our first words or phrase to start off teh new year
and ran off home and had some goofy fun
oh reminds me
i got rid of my BEAST TV!
(well it dosent look like that and not as shiny but you get the picture right....right?)
The damn thing took about half my room so the extra space is nice
but it was sad giving it to a friend, i gave it a hug and said my goodbye and hopefully she doesnt mistreat it. Ive had it for over 10 years so it has some good memories
i couldnt sell it
we looked for prices for the brand i have.....5cents......5 CENTS
so i just gave it to my friend
BUT
for a price
had to make me foods
SO
being the lil Asain girl she is :P
She made me abunch of awesome riceballs about...15 of em and they were really good
and they had tuna in the middle but..... they only lasted an hour in my paws
but good trade none the less :9

Carlys leaving tomorrow on a trip to...i dunno where she didnt tell me
BUT! i get to use her car while shes gone SO
i might visit some of my old stomping grounds and see how some old school friends are
also Angels wants me to go wiht him to some places too so we will see what happends

ive been feeling melancholy for awhile but i dunno
sorting things out lil by lil
its tough

goin to try to get soem sleep
cant sleep at all lately
been getting about 4 hours :s

too much on my mind i guess