Etched in stone

been awhile
well i didnt get the job cause well
i dunno
i sent in alot of emails but never got a response back
but what i hear from Carly and Angel, Apple has been going very slow and always sending people home so i might have to look somewhere else
but ill keep trying to get a job there , would be more helpful for me and everyone else
CARPOOL
but meh i wont give up
ive been keeping myself busy doin things around the house and looking at old art books and sketch books i have and studying some coloring styles theres a good one i want to try out but
cant draw in here
my computer moved to the living room for the time being so trying to draw something then
from behind me in yells
"EWW ARE YOU DRAWING PORN AGAIN YOGI D: <"
its never safe with roommates around ._.

the new year was pretty boring
well roommates keept saying we should do something so i finally caved in
i wanted to stay home and catch up on somethings but ended up going to a friends "super amazing new years party" was really boring and no one talking except me making some witty remarks about the host making my drinks for me, she always does!
we ended up watchign Goldmember
jesus XD
cause Angel has never seen it, even though i have it at the house
but after it hit 12 o'clock we said our first words or phrase to start off teh new year
and ran off home and had some goofy fun
oh reminds me
i got rid of my BEAST TV!
(well it dosent look like that and not as shiny but you get the picture right....right?)
The damn thing took about half my room so the extra space is nice
but it was sad giving it to a friend, i gave it a hug and said my goodbye and hopefully she doesnt mistreat it. Ive had it for over 10 years so it has some good memories
i couldnt sell it
we looked for prices for the brand i have.....5cents......5 CENTS
so i just gave it to my friend
BUT
for a price
had to make me foods
SO
being the lil Asain girl she is :P
She made me abunch of awesome riceballs about...15 of em and they were really good
and they had tuna in the middle but..... they only lasted an hour in my paws
but good trade none the less :9

Carlys leaving tomorrow on a trip to...i dunno where she didnt tell me
BUT! i get to use her car while shes gone SO
i might visit some of my old stomping grounds and see how some old school friends are
also Angels wants me to go wiht him to some places too so we will see what happends

ive been feeling melancholy for awhile but i dunno
sorting things out lil by lil
its tough

goin to try to get soem sleep
cant sleep at all lately
been getting about 4 hours :s

too much on my mind i guess